Dear You;

Here's the story.
We went out. You know that. But nothing about it was good. We fought and fought and fought over the most pointless things. Everything. We never did anything fun or spontaneous. He wasn't nice to me, and I wasn't nice to him. Nothing about it was worth it. Not at all the way it is with you.

With you, everything is perfect. Everything is fun, and everything is beautiful. More than once I have purposefully put myself into a bad mood just to see if you could get me out of it. You always have. You're sexy, smart, funny, and perfect in every way. There isn't a thing about you I would change, except for your location. Florida is a little too far away for my liking.

I wish you were here, to hold me in your arms. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and that is the truth. You're different from every guy I've ever been with or liked. You're smart, strong, successfull, you even have the same values as me. You actually graduated high school. That alone is a huge step up from every other guy. Because you aren't just one of those guys. You are you. You're Travis, and you are amazing. You care about me, more than I would have ever even hoped for. And I miss you more than you could even imagine. You're the last thing I think about every night. And the first thing every morning. I'm not even attracted to anyone else, and I don't feel any desire to be with another person. Which is alot of why that relationship with him didn't work. Because all I could think of was you. All I wanted was you, and he knew it. He pulled some stupid shit that I shouldn't have fallen for, but did. He said that it wasn't worth waiting for you, and he was here now when you couldn't be. He said he'd be there for me, but he wasn't. All he had time for was bashing other people behind their backs.

I've never heard anyone say a single thing against you, excluding one person, but she was just jealous. I haven't ever worried about my friends or family liking you, because I know that it isn't possible. You have the most amazing personality, and you're still respectful. You can tell sooo much about a guy by the way they treat their mom, and you treat her the right way. You're so grown up and mature, and I admire you for it. I wish I could be like you. You're my better half. We fit together so perfectly, and you balance me out just right. Everything about us is right. And that is the truth. I've never felt so close to another human being. I've never been so comfortable with anyone else before. And I miss you so much. I hope you feel better about last nights conversation after reading this, because I feel terrible about it. If I could go back and erase what happened I would. In a heartbeat. I just hope you don't hold it against me forever, even though it would be fair if you did.

I miss you baby. Every night without you is just a little bit worse. The day I see you again will be the best I've ever had.

I hope you're sleeping good.
Love, Me.